Postscript to Titanic: Loss

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Joanne Key send me this beautiful, meditative poem about loss, which does reference Titanic but has a wider application. She says she was aiming to give a voice to someone lost at sea. I think it could be a comfort to anyone who has experienced the loss of a loved one – which is most people.

 

Unsinkable

 

You many lose sight of sky as sun fades

and falls away down the chimney.

 

The window between our lives will feel like a hatch

closing. It will be an eclipse for both of us.

 

Your body can continue on without me. Walk

our usual routes, prepare our favourite meals.

 

Keep going, even though inside you may feel

the snap of rivets, walls creaking open,

 

wheels spinning inside you,

trying to steer you off course. Sit. Breathe.

 

Now and then time stops and seals everything in.

When this happens, keep a lookout for me

 

on cliff-tops. I am out here. Somewhere. Listen

to whispers of my return, then watch. You will find

 

my smile comes back on a wave, hear my voice

on the tide. Lie back. Relax. I want you to imagine

 

your new life rising up like a mighty leviathan

pushing through the surf – see how dark grey

 

opens out onto a surface of clear blue. I will keep watch

on you, your breaths and silences. In the mirror,

 

I will see through your eyes, scan your reflection

for signs of ice. Remember to wipe away

 

the condensation, that widow’s veil of water,

so you may see yourself as I do. I will know

 

when you have not slept. If you lose weight.

Take my advice – always pull the curtains

 

at night, ignore all thoughts of what could

crack open, or leak in. Now close your eyes

 

and think of me, let my memory be the engine

that moves the slow bulk of this sadness

 

through tons of pressure. There are no faults in you.

So sleep easy. Let me work.

Joanne Key

 

Today, the dreadful news that Victoria Wood has died from cancer has saddened everyone. I can’t help but find this poem comforting in the light of that. Victoria Wood has been the darling of her generation: funny, generous, witty, sparkling her way through, celebrating femininity and Northerness. But she has left an amazing legacy. We have and can enjoy all her recorded brilliance. Who can forget Dinner Ladies? I loved the way she could drop in a brand name, or a Northern town (once she used my home town, Widnes), her remarkable songs. I had planned to feature this poem today but I could not have dreamed how fitting it would be.

 

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One response to “Postscript to Titanic: Loss

  1. Superb ending, thanks Angela 😊

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